WHY.........??????????

I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him. I mean... what other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am... I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me... I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... when he lied to me... and I hated him... why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much

I WAKE UP IN D DARK

I wake up in the dark
The silence brings me to my senses
I wonder where you are
Then I feel the pain

The pain in my heart
Coz Im living without your love
Im all alone for the first time
And it doesnt seem to be a dream

A dream that will be over
All the words you said
Werent enough to fool this heartache
The memories in my head

Are they enough to stop me falling apart?
Coz Im living without your love
Maybe it wont be the last time
I dont know how much more I can take

Hopeless wide-awake and here I go…=(
I think of whats to come
Then I turned and see your picture
The tears began to fall

And soon again they sense of nothing at all
Coz Im living without your love
Wont think that Ill make it this time
Something tells me this is not the end

Wish I could pretend but here I go
Calling your name again
Thinking of all that we two had before
Theres got to be moreThis I know

Calling your name again
Remembering all the love you gave to me
And how it used to be…
How it used to b3…=(

MY HEART'S IN PAIN

My heart’s in pain…but no one seems to care…i called you on the telephone…hoping u be there……I’m left with a broken heart..you tore my whole life apart i can’t live without you…Tell me what am I supposed to do? My whole life has been just you. now it seems it’s over…..t3ll me was I the one to blame..dis is driving me insane..Now that you got another lover….i cant believe this is happening to me…i cant let go…my love for you…now cant you see….

Words of Heartache

I have known the burdens of my heart

Consumed with the fire that burns

As bright as the evening star

Troubled within the confusion of life's illusion

Shall I question thee before I sleep

Will my soul awaken and cover me

As I wait for you by the seed of the naked flame

Beneath the lights of the heavens

In the stillness of the night

Cover me oh wait for me

Beneath the northern lights

For the fires that burn before us

Will outlast us

Will the essence of our light keep us

Beneath the stars tonight

A last goodbye, farewell

To you my love

Beneath the northern lights

Source: Lovezyah

That's life...

I can say, life is unfair. Why? Because everything has a reason. You are the only one can handle your life. You can do anything and everything you want in your life. Every decision you made, you are the only one who are responsible to your action and take the consequences if things are not even. You love the person but he or she can't love you, he or she loves you but you don't him or her. So, why this things happen in your life? Because that's life? Right? Everything has a reason. That's why Life is unfair.